I need school or a job so badly. My brain activity has been reduced so drastically since the end of school that I can't come up with ideas for anything. I can't think complex thoughts anymore, I can't come up with new art ideas, I can barely even write proper sentences!

I miss my crazy mind abilities I had, such as figuring out hundreds of possible outcomes of one action in a matter of minutes or being able to literally remove thoughts that are bothering me permanently from my head. All I have that currently can make me have a heightened mental capacity is fixing peoples computers or being in a really bad mood, it fucking sucks!

At least I start that math course is September, but its only one day a week, so I don't really know how much that will help.